OK, this perfectly describes how I feel right now. I can't just fly away, but I CAN be at rest. I pray, I wait, and I know that God is forever faithful.

Psalm 55:4-6

My heart is in anguish within me, the terrors of death have fallen upon me.

Fear and trembling come upon me, and horror overwhelms me.

And I say, “O that I had wings like a dove! I would fly away and be at rest;

Bible Gateway link: Psalm 55:4-6 (NRSVCE)