At times it seems the longing will kill us. We just can't find Him. "Where is your God?" He is there. He is always there. Suffering scours the soul.

Psalm 42:1-3

As a deer pants for flowing streams, so pants my soul for you, O God.

My soul thirsts for God, for the living God. When shall I come and appear before God?

My tears have been my food day and night, while they say to me all the day long,“Where is your God?”

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